National State of Alert:
(as of 3-8-04)

Personal State of Alert:
(as of 3-8-04)

Reason for Personal State of Alert:
- So this is post-college life? Really? *shivers*

- The Passion of Christ featured a deleted scene where Christ called me out and told me "You're next"

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Diaryland.com
OnlineOnslaught.com
MSNBC.com
QuietAmerican.org
MoneyCentral.msn.com
Tremble.com
Weezer.com
Fool.com
GirlsArePretty.com

joelthecat.diaryland.com

Sweet Dreams of DEATH (and Doom.. Doom's Good Too)
2001-08-14 - 2:03 a.m.

"Sometimes I get the feeling, that I won't be on this planet, for very long- I really like it here, I'm quite attached to it, I hope I'm wrong- all I really wanna stay, you're the reason I wanna stay" -Ben Folds Five

I went to sleep last night, or tried to, and freaked myself out, cuz I was feeling a little weird. A thought popped into my head- "I'm going to die in my sleep tonight." I never thought that before... so I kinda freaked myself out. I then thought of how I thought something horrific was going to happen on the car trip to Louisiana, and nothing did... and I also thought of the little things I want to live for- and decided, nuh uh, not yet. So I got over it, I guess... and I'm doing fine.

It's kind of weird getting used to being transparent, and intangible... but once you get past the original discomfort, it's smooth sailing. I plan tomorrow to visit each of your houses and doing something nice, or re-arranging the items in your refrigerator. I'll decide by coin toss.

I spoke to my parents today, I recieved the e-mail from Eddie saying okay yesterday, and I spoke to Dave today online, briefly. All is set for him to stay here for a while. Drama!

I also cut class today. No reason, really- my alarm went off, and I felt like sleeping in... even though I really only slept an extra half hour. That's a bad sign for my future, huh?

I played video games, then stalled.. played more stuff... had Chris and Mike come over with Dance Dance Revolution (a dancing game with huge pads you put on the floor, and step to the music) for Playstation, and played that while watching Raw, and taking pictures of Jesse for my documentary project. Tomorrow, much time needs to be spent in the photo lab, developing pictures for this assignment. Meep! I shall be sick of the boy, whether he lives with me or not- having to see his pics on two rolls over and over in the dark room!

Um, what else. My confidence surge of the last few days is down a little bit. Perhaps a good breakfast, and heavy trading throughout the afternoon will bring it up 3 1/4 before the end of the day... SELL, SELL, SELL!

"Good night, good night- let the moonlight take the lid off your dreams" -Ben Folds Five

Reason for Terror # 82:

Using phrase "da bomb" unwittingly in phone tapped conversations could lead to arrest and beatings by the FBI, local authorities, and hip police.

Reason for Terror # 81:

There was a little bit of mold on that bread you had this morning.

Reason for Terror # 80:

When evening falls, you can try to drive away; but the moon will be following... always following...