National State of Alert:
(as of 3-8-04)

Personal State of Alert:
(as of 3-8-04)

Reason for Personal State of Alert:
- So this is post-college life? Really? *shivers*

- The Passion of Christ featured a deleted scene where Christ called me out and told me "You're next"

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Diaryland.com
OnlineOnslaught.com
MSNBC.com
QuietAmerican.org
MoneyCentral.msn.com
Tremble.com
Weezer.com
Fool.com
GirlsArePretty.com

joelthecat.diaryland.com

Animal Planet
2001-08-17 - 1:48 a.m.

Mah Gawd! There is an all-gay version of Real World, and it's all right near Savannah, GA... I visited Dave's new place of residence, and I got to understand him a lot better, and I got to see a whole attitude of conversation and of life I have never witnessed before. It's entertaining!

Usually, when I talk to my friends, we discuss.. um.. general stuff, music, playful naughty things.. and whatever. Today, I heard convos on dick sizes, shapes, performance lengths, backstabbings, who slept with who; how that all went... Dayumn!

I get it all now, tonight, a lot better than I did before. While the good people of the world are washing their car's on their lunch breaks, there is a whole other world of rule-fudging, sex and other impulse driven-ness, and.. and.. general shenanigans!

I shall not, however, get on a moral high horse, cuz I am not against the stuff their doing as long as their safe about it (they were good about making sure to have a designated driver tonight when they headed out to the club, for instance)... and I dunno. They're definitely fun to be around. Hanging out today was also a confidence boost. They liked my shirt (the chick one I got from Pac Sun), and.. and.. yeah. I'm not gonna go off too long here on this shizznit. But I do think I can keep in the game. Retain mystique while facing forward. If I so desire.

No more Selena quoting though. Purdy song, but I realize it's place.

"What makes me think I can start clean slated, the hardest to learn was the least complicated" -Indigo Girls

"The Planet's Funniest Animals" was on for a portion of my stay at QueerWorld. Not that I found any kind of double entendre there.

Reason for Terror # 82:

Using phrase "da bomb" unwittingly in phone tapped conversations could lead to arrest and beatings by the FBI, local authorities, and hip police.

Reason for Terror # 81:

There was a little bit of mold on that bread you had this morning.

Reason for Terror # 80:

When evening falls, you can try to drive away; but the moon will be following... always following...